I first became an Animal Welfare Advocate about three months ago. It happened after I saw some documentation with under cover cameras that showed live cruelty that was horrifying and appalling to say the least! I won't go into the gruesome details because if I did you would not bear to read this any further. It took me at least 7 or 8 times to try to watch this documentary and I still could not watch it all, I only got about 2/3rd's of the way through. Cruelty beyond belief. Most people are not even aware of what is going on, I wasn't. Like for instance, I saw what was going on in some major slaughterhouses. They should be spending their lives in prison from what I saw. These people, if you want to call them that, are heartless and have no conscience. they do this everyday.

I saw regulations broken. Even in the largest Kosher plant in the United States. Horrible things! I have since then seen a few more short videos of abuse on dogs and what they do to them in China before they serve them up to restaurants. It is the very MOST inhumane thing anyone could ever see. I wish so much i could STOP THIS! I live in America, what can i do? America by far is not innocent either.

Why did I watch those painful things? Because I..felt like I should know, know what they are going through. You can't fight something you don't know about. If more people would just be brave enough to confront this type of brutality , we could change things. It is barbaric. I did not have any fun watching what I did. In fact, I have been in torment for the last 3 months. I can still remember their eyes..their eyes..their screams, their yelps, and their fear...

Now, I started a while back to even question if there really was a God. But I know that He is. The wicked man (and woman) who does this shall perish. I just finally trusted in Him. He will have vengeance. And you may not believe me, but He said to me one night when I cried out to Him asking Him why He would allow this, He said, "How do you know I'm not punishing them NOW?" You can have your own opinion about all of this, I don't really care. I'm just one who is trying to do everything i can to help stop abuse and fight for tougher laws. I am strong now. I am not 'consumed' with depression anymore. I will fight the good fight to my death for this is my passion. I'm doing it for them.